Today, I'm not Okay.

There will always a feeling that you can't understand clearly. 

You just feel empty and wanna cry. 

All of the external situation is actually okay. 

But, you're not okay within. 

You just want to let your emotion, your tears and feeling go out from within your heart. 

Nobody knows, but Allah knows. 

I know that, but at the same time, I forget that. 

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Is it okay to feel not okay today? 

Yes, It's totally okay. You're human. Get some rest and take some energies. 

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Mom said, it's okay to feel sad, but always put trust on Allah that all of the situations we're facing now is actually the best condition for us, accept that and be Ikhlas. Trust Him. 

Ily

Allah loves you

Your parents love you

They love you

And you're worth to be loved

Big hug for you.... 

11.00 p.m. 

March 19, 2022 I Semarang