Who?

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 Who? 



Who is the one to be "home"? 
Who is the one to "understand"? 
Who is the one to "care"? 

Year by year passed
Do I still seek for "the one"? 

Knowing that other people have their "home", why I never get "the one"? 
Why? 

But, I don't want to blame this situation. It seems like I'm lacking of gratefulness. 

But, sometimes.... 
I need the one to be "home" for me to tell all my hurdles, my tears, and heartbroken. 
I don't wanna lie to myself. I need someone to lean on. 

Then, I realize.... 
I can't force situation and people to understand me, to be my "home".

Only Alloh.... 
"The One WHO" Understand.... 




3.39 p.m.
Semarang, 
March 31, 2022

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